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Gibberishh

Hiya! . hmm a blog.. this is interesting. ... hello and welcome?

Most of my posts would be personal thoughts, or just some random words to keep this blog updated :)

Whenever something interesting happens in my life, im sure to put it in here. oh yea my name is Roger, and .. I love anime.
Japanese anime. I found a love for all things anime back in late 2010. A certain somebody introduced me to bleach, and it grew massive from there. From movies to merchandise to collectibles, you name it. Everything... except manga. i'm too lazy to read. LOL

I like to make stuff, and im good with my hands, give me a broken toy with electronic components and im sure i can fix it.
I can build big contraptions out of metal and wood. And i'm excellent with steel and aluminum. ;)

I can be boring, so.. hope that doesnt influence my blog.
Im definitely not good with html, css and all those web page codes, so dont expect this page to be .. "Out there", plus i like to keep things simple ")

BTW, feed my fish !!! they're at the bottom of page.

Clik thise if you dare. lol?



ENJOY MY BLOG PPLS! :) COLOURFULLL

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

yes?

hmm. ive been reading around recently and i saw a very interesting topic that Gordon was talking about. In fact, it is very often talked about, it is the one question which questions the existence of God and causes so much uprisings once in a while. Today, since i have nothing else to talk about, i will share my thoughts on this topic/question.

Personally, i believe there is no god. Althought i am Catholic, i would not call myself catholic, but rather a mix of many different beliefs. I forgot what that word was. I do believe in Jesus, he did exist, and there is also scientific proof of his existence, i believe that he was a great person and everything he did, did happen. In my sense, i am very scientific and most of you would know that.

On his post about the topic, there were many interesting questions.
for example: "Is he neither able nor willing? then why call him god"
Well, if i were to step into the shoes of a catholic (in my sense) and i was faced with this question, i would most likely say: If the world was all happy and eviless, then there would be no need for a God like mine. And without a God like mine there would be one less source of faith or something for people to look to, and when there is no faith or someone to look to, people lose their control and evil takes over. Therefore God has to exist, because there is evil in the world, and that is why we call him GOD.

In the sense of a more.. philisophical person, god is then implied more as a "Balance keeper" and therefore people need him to keep evil at bay. But god can never remove evil, because if god does remove evil, then god cannot exist.

If i were to then step into the shoes of an extremely scientific mind, i would say: God is not real, he is a figment of the peoples imaginations created and built over time as a source of faith and belonging, and as an answer to the unexplainable phenomenons of the world.

To prove this would be simple for a scientific person. Example of a peice of proof would say something like: In the beginning, when humans first thought of where they came from, or how the sun moved through the sky, they would asign various "Gods" to these phenomena as a way of explaining the unknown. For example Thor the norse god of thunder, Hades the greek god of Hell, Aphrodite the god of love, Ra the egyptian sun god, GOD the one and only god of christians. As technology advanced and the phenomena were then explained scientifically with proof, more and more gods vanished as there was no longer a need for them to explain the unknown.

I also believe that Having a God or something "High" to believe in is crucial to the survival of mankind, because in the end, its always faith that brings people together.

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So... religion is good for you :)

awoihakgjlnbag

today and yesterday wasnt so bad. although i am friggen tired, today was a good day. ahaha
had to polish like.. 40 of these wooden rings omfg, hard work, my hand are still sore.
then i watched this guy use this awesome sanding machine, where u stick any piece of wood into one side, and it comes out the other side all smooth and shiny. wow. laser tech. LOL

yea
very tiring two days. as soon as i went home .. slumped into bed until 11 yesterday, missed dinner.
work experience isnt supposed to be like THIS!!! LOL oh well, better than sitting around doing nothing like on monday. "P

. got a engineering assignment to hand in tomorow, gonna go school to drop it off, and then back to smithfield.

Monday, August 24, 2009

first day.

First day at work placement today.

quite excited when i walked into the warehouse, but the whole day turned out to be the most boring day of my life so far. i had to get there by 7 am, and leave at 4. omfg, and in between, they had no jobs for me so i just hung around doing nothing for like.. hours and hours. finally the manager came, and i had just a little job to do, stack up these wooden things they were going to deliver. and that was about it. i was the youngest person there, i felt so lonered. :P

there was this cool asian guy, tries to be funny. ahaha
then there was this arab, nice guy. they were all like in their 20's. i think.

cut my finger while sanding stuff. idk how the heck that happened but it was pretty deep, thankfully the fine sawdust went into the cut and there was no bleeding. haha

anyways yea. 4 more days of this. hopefully tomorow they got something for me to do. it seems the first day they were unprepared for me. anyways it was kinda interesting, what with all the machines they had. very noisy machines. and the manager has like 4 bird cages, and in each cage was like 10-15 birds OMG lol.he had like 25 canaries yellow and orange, and a striped one.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

WHOOOP! FUTURE!

im sitting here and i have thoughts about what i wanna do when i grow up. When i was small, i couldnt believe this, but i said i wanted to be a priest. LMAO that was like before year 4. My parents thought i was joking BUT they took it very seriously :P

About year 7'ish when i entered highschool, i had a real interest in the building industry, i wanted to be a builder, you know bricklaying, carpenter etc. Up until about year 8 i began to think about becoming an engineer, or a building manager( a person who manages projects and plans related to the construction of a structure). so at the end of year 10, i chose my subjects for the prelims, they consisted of Engineering studies, Construction, Physics and business studies. This was the perfect combination for becoming and engineer in the construction industry.

but now.. i seem to have changed my mind again. halfway through this year, about a term ago, i decided that engineering in the construction industry was not my thing.

Now i have a real interest in technology, mostly relating to Audio technicalities and a lil bit of visual stuff. if any of you have been to my house after my birthday last year, you will have noticed that my room is full of wires all over the place (not anymore, i covered them all up LOL), and if you notice on my lovely spacey L shaped corner desk, i have placed speakers EVERYWHERE> LOL. on top of my table, behind my laptop, underneath my table, and there used to be some on the sides and one at the back of the room.I also have 2 Subwoofers and 2 radios with bass, surround sound, and DBFB. and they are all connected to each other, and my laptop in a mess of wires. i love sound. In total i have umm... counting.. LOL... 13 speakers in my room, with a few i havent connected yet, i know im a freak. LOL

sound is the awesomeness of modern technology, but it is often overlooked. and so when i grow up, my current plans are to become.. and audio engineer/technician, to own my own business which builds, designs, supplies, repairs and sells advanced Audio systems and other related stuff.

yea i think i might have posted something related to this last month.. but hmm just wanted to share that, since i havent been posting much lateley. :)

another nice one.

a song by Lisa Mitchell:

Coin Laundry.



Its a very nice song. very soft, smooth but somehow poppy/bouncy.

The lyrics mean a lot. If you listen carefully, you'll understand the scene.
A really really nice combination of thoughts and instruments with the coin drop at the beginning, and add that with her cute voice and that repeated question "Do you?".
LOL im starting to sound like a critic. :P

There I was
Sitting on the top of the world
In a coin laundry
Well I could have been royalty
Sitting in the palace like a queen

Do you have a dollar?
Do you have a dollar for me?
Have you got a house on a hill
And a bed for three?

Oh do you have a story
Do you have a story for me?
Do you know the one where
We'll all live happily

Do you, do you
Do you, do you

So now I'm here
Sitting on the edge
Throwing these stones to the long lost friends
I could have been a common theif
Sitting in the dirt quite happily

Do you have a dollar?
Do you have a dollar for me?
Maybe just an hour or two
And a pot of tea

Have you got a memory
Have you got a memory for me?
Tell me about the days when
You were seventeen

Do you, do you
Do you, do you

Do you have a dollar?
Do you have a dollar for me?
Have you got a little old house
And a lemon tree?

Do you have a reason?
Do you have a reason for me?
Can I be the girl that you met in a coin laundry?

Can I be the girl that you met
Can I be the girl that you met
Can I be the girl that you met in the coin laundry?

Oh can I be the girl that you met
Can I be the girl that you met
Can I be the girl that you met in the coin laundry?

My favourite line: Have you got a little old house And a lemon tree?
Also:

Do you have a dollar?
Do you have a dollar for me?

When she sings that line, her little accent is real cool. LOL

one whole week?

whoa.. its like.. halfway through term 3 already. got prelims coming up real fast. i think i am quite prepared. ive been studying quite a lot lately so im happy.

LOL ive also been playing gunbound lately. not a bad game at all. quite enjoyable, extremely strategic and fun.

ONE WHOLE week starting tomorow. i have work experience in Construction. Going to some place in smithfield, some french business. LOL.
gotta wake up at 6, get ready by 630 and get there at 7am. OMG. then i finish around 3, 30. then i have to do my engineering assignment too. i gotta hand it in thursday! but i have work ex. lol so much fuss.

hahaha, i just remembered an incident on thursday.
that afternoon, i went with ray and adrian ossa to westfields paramatta, just for fun, and because adrian had a spending urge. LOL. so we went there and met up with Paul and jimmy. Window shopped, and walkway shopped for like.. 2-3 hours?

paul and adrian bought somethn i think. and yea. we were about halfway through our journey when they decided to stop and buy some refreshments, aka iced tea and ice-cream. LOL.
so while they were waiting i sat there watching people go by. then these 2 girls were there to buy icetea. the line was like.. real long LOL .

i sat there for like what.. half an hour? waiting for the guys to decide on what to buy. lmao
finally adrian got a cone, and i got a powerade and they stood up to leave. somehow i sat there for like 10 seconds more. and one of the girls was next to me, and as soon as i stood up and about to walk past her to get to the guys, in a split second half her books fel to the ground. LOL

To me it was strangely unusual, i saw how tight she was holding her books b4. anyways. i bent over and picked up her books really slowly. LOL and she was looking at me saying nothing, like waiting for me to say something. and i gave her the books, she said thanks, and 5 second awkward silence. then i said its alright and walked off. LMAO, boohoo :(

and as soon as i looked up i saw the guys staring at me with a grin on their faces. like. LOL so i resumed my return to the group, and all of a sudden ray goes "I want to buy ice-cream now!, lets go back!" LOL. that was the funny part. hm. i kinda feel bad not saying anything, but i was in a sad mood that whole afternoon. hmm i guess it was the hot day. anyways, and then everyone was thinking she did that on purpose, Including me, because that was just perfect timing.
and then ray lees famous line: "ah well at least you know girls are after you." lol? and what a coincidence, on the day before, my mum and sister were talking about my looks and my ex Linda, how embarrassing! And my mum was like.. i have the best looking son in the world. HAHAHAA

anyways the rest of the day was.. more shopping. lol i went into toys r us to find a remote control helicopter but there was none. sold out??? i want a new one! my old one sucks, its like the oldest model on earth, the battery only lasts like.. less than 5 minutes now. LOL, still pretty good, but the blades are chipped, so i cant control it so good anymore :(

yea.. when i went home it was like.. 6-7 pm ish? got a taxi home. It was the third time i got the same driver in a row! LOL. every time i tell him to keep the change he goes really happy.
I like that guy hes nice.
went home, slumped to bed in school clothes and slept for half an hour. woke up changed and ... blah blah blah..

hmm now that i think of it, my blogs seem to be more of recounts than thoughts. but maybe recounts is all my thoughts. lol

Thursday, August 20, 2009

lovely

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You dont have to move on to let go
Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know

You don't have to give up to let go

Remember turning on the the night
And moving through the morning light?
Remember how it was with you?
Remember how you pulled me through?
I remember, I remember, i remember, i remember.

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on to let go
Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go, remember turning on the night?
remember how you pulled me through?
Oh I remember, I remember, i remember, I remember!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

MUSIC!!!!!!

my new two fav songs of this month!

Music (part1) - The Magnetic Nobleman
Hanoi - The Magnetic Nobleman




For all those who love dance/disco Synth, good luck finding this song, it it impossible to find even on Itunes, limewire, youtube, beemps, weetart or anything like those!

one of the currently rare/never released songs. LOL.

eventually, its gonna be out, but i doubt it'll be known publicly(widely) for the next few months or so.

LOL or spend an entire week on the net. and you have a one in 10 chance of finding it. :)
OR you can fork out 600 bucks and buy a Sony Ericsson w995a. the song comes with it.

Even if u buy the phone, you need to patch the Pc suite a few times to be able to transfer the file. LOL. I just did all that off my mums new w995a :) , then you have to convert it! :P



EDIT::: Chea found it. apparently it took very little time to find it.. apparently you have to type in some variables stuff related to the song. wth !! LOL nerd stuff. no offence..., im not gonna tell what the site is. btw u have to sign up to buy it anyway LOL

Saturday, August 8, 2009

self image?

sigh. im getting lazy now, and constantly tired. although i try my best to sleep early whenever i can, i dont know why im still the same. i think i need to start working out again.

i remember when i used to be all abs and muscle, not as much as you'd expect, but a lot for my size and weight. all of that was thanks to me doing rock climbing in years 8-9, and half of year 10 .thats where i got my nickname "monkey" from, i was like the best climber at the time (from our school), . but after the sport wasnt up for selection no more.. i lost it all LOL. i used to work out heaps too, i also chose Gym as school sport. when i was in year 8 to 9 i remember i could do up to 40 chinups, if u dont believe me, go ask some of my friends. I did 35 chinups once in the rock climbing centre, and my old english teacher Ms. Monsalve, and some of me asian friends bore witness. as i get into my older years, i get more shit. LOL

currently, i can only do a max of 25. also, i remember how i could do up to 300 situps. you would probobaly be like. WTFFF. i used to do about 50 situps a night and 20 in the mornings, but one night, i was feeling energetic and i decided to do 300+ on my bed. guess what, i did it, and my torso got so numb my mum thought i went crazy. LOL i think i can still do about 50-60 situps now. i used to have abs too. THATS right guys, i USED to have abs, now you all know the secret. my abs are gone, probobaly explains why i dont show off any more, LOL for all those wondering.

no biggie, butjohn and gordon already know. told em on walkathon. LOL they were showing off their abs to some year sevens on our way bac, and gordon was like "wait check out this guys abs" and i was like.. no no no. LOL so he got suspicious, and him and john pulled up my shirt and.. LMAO no more shapey shapey. Too bad i got flat abs now. :P then it was just awkward silence. it dissapeared. lmao. to be honest, i felt pretty bad and embarassed, idk why i would have but i did.

so.. self image?
Im gonna start again beginning tomorow. no more lazy sitting around. currently the only thing keeping me active is school, house chores, gardening and the occasional swim at the local pool, im sorry michael tran, LOL. we used to go swimming together, for a few weeks, but a lot of things got in the way and i didnt go much anymore :(
OMG my bike is getting all dusty!
i love my bike. i have modded it so much and bought so many things to add to it. still looks normal LOL. i remember i used to ride for 2 hours starting every 5pm as soon as i get home from school , that was like a year ago. :(

but yea. my image is getting bad. baggy eyes are startin to show, maybe they already are. i can start to feel ... loose. too loose. LOL

woops

hmm. pretty busy day today. so much stuff going on. i got a business assignment due in two days, and i only started like.. 10% of it. rofl EDIT: HOLY F*k its due in a week. LOL how so relieved i am, i had to cancel plans to get my L's with ray today so i could do my business. then he told me its due Next Monday. LOL

had to continue work on the garden like i said last week. looks better now, much better. no going out today, i had to finish my list of "n2s's". about the incident from yesterday etc, problem solved, although i feel there was much much unnecessary violence between people and subconsciously i am still pouring out. but soon to be i am finished :)

thanks for everyone who read and said something abt the prev post. Thanks for being understanding, and hopefully, to those who bully danny, they will stop.

anyways, yesterday afternoon, i submitted my prefect nominations form, with 5 bronze awards. i felt quite happy and i had done a lot of things throughout the school, also i believe i have a rather good reputation among the teachers thoughts. to my surprise, on the day the forms were handed out, not much people took one at all. i was like.. where did all the eagerness and excitement go?
i think senior prefects are starting to be depicted as ... LOL idk.

I would like to be a prefect, im happy to have a role i can play in the school. any role would do. something i can look forward to for the rest of my time at the school. Talk about school, wow, the prelims are coming up real fast. I've been studying on and off recently and i think im gonna have to tighten my plans more. I got a business assignment which im working on right now. not quite ... satisfactory yet. LOL

i dont have much time for internet anymore :(
i dont have much time to dl any new music anymore. so i think from now on in, ill just listen to radio. btw, my fav radio stations are 104.1(every friday and saturday night) Labrat loaded is the BEST. and 94.5 FBI with liquid electro. maybe i should buy a radio station when i grow up hahaha.

i need more engineering texts!!!!. imgonna go buy some excel engineering topics if they have any. i need them real bad, and to be honest, my engo teacher doesnt test us. the only tests we get are.. exams LOL and also.. we rarely ever get HW, even though some of us ask for it.

anyways i g2g, ttyguyslater :)

Friday, August 7, 2009

X_X

"Standing up for something you believe is right is no where near a waste of time. It's time spent wisely for that matter." - candyycoloured.blogspot.com

so very recently, there was a little argument which grew into a huge one. All day i have been thinking about who my real friends are. before you continue to read you must understand that i am only posting my thoughts. so if you are offended in anyway, remember this: this is my blog, i can post what i want when i want, because this is my thought. So dont bother coming up to me in school and starting stuff. i had to say that, because something happened to my very good friend who had no intention of degrading or insulting anyone, and is now hated by many for no good reason. another point, you also need to know that David, despite everything else, was the most mature person in this argument. lol

first of all, let me explain what happened. i would like you to also know that whatever i say in here is not biased, as i am friends with both people and have known them all for a very long time. the thing i hate about it is, they are both my friends. I couldnt do much but sit back and watch it happen, but things got worse, and i just had to try to help what i believe is the right person.

OK. remember this is my thoughts. i may talk about you whoever you are, and you have every right to be offended if i do post something you dont like, but remember what i said above.

It all started off one night. Danny, my very good and trustworthy friend was making a funny post about asians and how strict most asian parents are, judging by what he has seen. At the end of the post, he starts to talk about asians as being smart thanks to the parents. He then sets an example of David Ngo, saying he is one of the smartest kids in the grade. First off, it sounds like a compliment, but this is where people misunderstood. Danny then mentioned that if David did not get 100% in any exams, school work etc, he would become suicidal. ok? al the other stuff was about how david is so smart in every subject etc etc in a sense of sarcasm and sattire.

now about that last line, apparently david Ngo went on dannys page and read it. he found it offensive and from everything i know, he reacted and took a screenshot etc etc.. after a day or two of jibber jjabber which in my personal opinion was started by david (REMEMBER THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS), danny nguyen couldnt take it anymore, he had an apple thrown at him and various other "threats" and hate coming at him from david supporters. So he got pissed. He went online and recorded a video telling david to take his screenshot (of the post) "and shove it up his - i carnt say it might offend him". LOL. ok IMO, this is where danny went wrong. I totally agree that danny should not have made this recording. BUT IMO, he couldnt take it anymore. he had to do something to show people AND david that he wasnt an unpopular kid at school who constantly gets bullied because of what he looks like. by the way, to all those who bully him, ur all pussies.

IMO. both sides are wrong in some time or another, BUT, IMO, it was david who started the chain reaction by reacting to a simple statement about his intellect. to be honest, i believe he had every right to do so. but this is a blog, anyone can post w.e they want. so he didnt have to do that, and take a screenshot and imply that he is threatening danny with it. david is my friend, and so is danny, and i have known david for much much longer, since year 3 or 4. But that doesnt mean i cant look at the situation and state what EYE (I) believe is right. now if you dont like this, just ignore me, because as you all know, friends sometimes have opposing views. I am not trying to pin david because he overreacted. i am only saying what i think, what i know. keep in mind that i truly dissagree with the VIDEO danny made.

but enough about david and danny, lets talk about danny and gordon. Last night, there was a CBOX war on gordons blog about david. unfortunately for danny (who wasnt very well known), gordon was sided by many people, of which some were also my friends, looks like he has a big connection LOL. anyways, i saw wat was going on and i decided everything was going the wrong way. so i had to help danny. somehow my sister (sophia) joined the argument, and i got angry at her for joining. and i have every reason to be. first off, she is younger than me and is my sister, and should not get involved in business that she doesnt know much about.

let me tell you also, Larisa, you said "why would people start wars when they know they cant win". in my opinion you are right, danny knows he cant win, there are too many people who against him, plus nobody knows danny so they all assume the most easiest answer: "stick with friends". But in case you didnt know, Gordon started the cbox war by getting himself involved in david and dannys business. In my opinion (you must understand gordon) i think you are a hypocrite. YOU told off my sister and dannys friends for getting involved in other peoples business when it was you, who got involved in someone elses business in the first place, and Because your page was, i would say "frequently read", many more people got involved. now if you read this, dont go off saying that you ARE originally involved, because you are davids friend, because if you said that, then probably a million people would be involved due to friend connections. now remember what i said before about getting offended or notliking what i say etc, stay away from my chatbox and finish reading first. you do know that i am taking a very big risk. i am also part of the group you belong to, gordon, and currently i am turning against it, just for a little while, so i can explain things in full detail for those who wish to know. :P
remember also, i am not intending to make you or anyone who has been involved, upset, i am stating facts and thoughts.

Now, i too got involved in the cbox war, and i have to admit there were quite a few people involved.(now if youa re thinking of returning the favour by calling ME a hypocrite, dont bother, because i only called u a hypocrite, i did not say that you couldnt join other ppls business) I assume that when some people read this, they would start hating me also, especially to those people who i have just started to bridge a friendship with like larisa. i am sorry if u dont like this, but remember this is only my opinion, and we all have opposing views once in a while. :)

Also gordon, you were saying that danny fuelled the fire, that is true, as i said earlier, i fully oppose with him making that video, but IMO, that fuel was already there, all it needed was the fire to light it. If you understand what i mean * remember the apple and various other things. remember, that danny had no intention whatsoever of degrading or insulting david in the first place. and remember that david had every right to be insulted by that comment and especially the recent video, but from what i know, he simply overreacted(to the first post), and it just had to spread all over the school. david you are probably wanting to choke me to death now, knowing how you have a bad temperLOL. Ok the following is totally not meant to harm anyone: to what danny said about david being suicidal, i beleive is true. what danny meant by suicidal is "getting all angry and agro and sad" but to his misfortune, he over exaggerated. IMO, if he said that about me, i would laugh and say, lol hes teasing me. And anyway it was posted in a happy and funny environment. and for those people who know david truly, you would agree with me. remember david, i am not trying to do anything to you, i am just... "Debating". If you believe that i dont know anything about david, i want you to know. I have been in many arguments and complications with david and we have resolved them with both sides happy, so i believe that i do know about how he reacts to things and the way he tends to solve issues. ONE MORE THING. during this whole stupid little lame argument, i think david was the most mature person of all. when danny apologised, he stopped like that. BUT NO some people had to go and start it up again. talk about fuelling the fire.

The thing i am most angry about is, that even though danny had no intention of insulting david, he had to go through so many asian ppls grudges, just because everyone is friends with everyone, and nobody knows danny. In the end, danny had to apologise to david, and i think gordon as well.. LOL, and this proves that he is the mature person. You never see him going around holding grudges.

IN MY OPINION. the only reason why 80% of people sided with david, was because david is a more stronger icon in the school. I also heard people going around saying how danny was a crazy cunt recording himself trying to be funny, well guess what you dicks, at least he has the guts to do that, and be himself and if you think that that is not the real him, you dont know him at all, which is why u bully him. Look at you sitting there, hiding your personalities behind "extremely advanced english literature blogs" ,as jimmy would call them: TeeBee blogs. ( i am only reffering to a minority of people, possibly only one or two people), at least he can stand up and try to use what hes got to amuse people. and it is amusing, it is funny. and for all those who dont know anything about the David situation, and have read Danny’s blog, you too will think he is funny. Unfortunately due to this recent incident, he had to remove all his posts and start fresh. and after he did so, i heard many people protest and request the posts be reposted, if you could know the numbers you would be surprised. Remember i am friends with all of you, and i regret having to type this up, but some things go a little too far. Even though the issue is over and resolved, i find the "after comments" of some people, immature, stupid and unwise words (no offence). That includes you my sister, you didnt have to continue, you could have just stopped and forgot about it, like everyone ELSE COULD HAVE.


I APOLOGISE to all those who i have made upset in this post. Especially IF i have offended David, Gordon or Larisa, or maybe even Danny, maybe Jimmy too. :) and maybe some others too. :P also to Linda, who rejected my Judgement.
But you must understand how i feel knowing how everything turned out from my point of view. im sure you have felt the same some time in your life.

and for those who wish to call me a SMART ass. i already know who you are. so please, just get over it. like i said at the top of my blog (###BEFORE YOU READ###) it is time for me to Suck it up, say hello to what i plan to do next, and move on. i hope you all do the same and forget any grudges.. you all know very well that this blog is where i post what i want, when i want.. the purpose of blogger is to post you thoughts freely, whatever it may be. thats why they call it a blog, its an online diary. and also to gordon, for calling my sister immature, i agree. but you did not have to use swearwords and the such.

no offence intented to anybody mentioned. thanks for reading.

ok this is the revised recount.

danny posted funny sarcastic comment about david on blog.
david reacted a little too much and a great big argument started.
lots of davids friends turned on danny, he had an apple thrown at him, and threats and hates etc.
danny made a mistake by recording a Vlog tell david to "take that screenshot and shove it up your - i carnt say that i might offend him"
people went ballistic. some sided with danny. LOL
danny saw it was going nowhere and apologised, david stopped.
gordon got involved and started it up again
i got involved
many more people got involved
thing got out of hand
bad words thrown around
my sister got involved WTF.
sister apologised
danny apologised again.
argument subsidised
stopped last night.

hopefully it ended now.

i dont want to start a war with any friends ok?especially with some of my recently newer friends who i have just started to bridge with, who somehow got involved because of the "Friend" factor. idk why this issue had to spread in the first place. you are all good people, but this is just a huge mixed up misunderstanding. the hard thing is, i am friends with both sides, what can i do? everyon is expecting me to "Be sensible", but over the last night. I have realised who my true friends are.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

ahhh. i was so tired at school today. PS what a lame topic. ahahah
oh well. yes i was tired. extremely tired but i dont know why. i slept early last night. wth is wrong with me LOL.anyways went home, had a 3 hour sleep/nap. and yea
woke up and had an urge to freshen my mind and click some buttons, the only way i could do that was to play left4dead. guess what? it worked. im fresh awake now. also had a mug of green tea my dad bought, with a hint of lemon. ahh i love that stuff now, really works on making me feel better.

nothing out of the usual today. wait i was panicking about that maths assignment. we hadnt even started LOL, but yea managed to scrap up some good stuff, but fortunately, there was not enough time for the rest of the period, so were doin it on thursday.

sucky school day. last two periods i had a bludge, everyone else was doing eco exam cept for me and a third of the class. so we watched the hangover on teachers laptop. there was a part when we all saw a boob. and everyone was like screaming and laughing. somehow it wasnt funny at all. ppl are still so immature even like.. now. LOL oh well school is school.

anyways sucky day. quite boring, few laughs no stories and ... rofl

Monday, August 3, 2009

geeeeesh

. oh dear. i havent posted in ages. srry ppl. but as some certain people have said, i have been busy. very busy, on my new found profession. MINECRAFT. if u ever check it out, its still in alpha mode, so its nowhere near finished. but some of you might play it for like 1 minute then get bored of it. im not like that, and for those who know me well, i like to make things, build and design things, and most of all, show off about them. LOL

Minecraft is my most recent discovery of letting my imagination go loose without wasting paper and pen. literally. it seems very basic and boring, but in reality, it can be as complex as you want it to be. you can make anything in that program. its like a online lego thing. LOL but more complex. for those who dont like wasting time on useless programs where you click and drag to build anything you want, please dont check it out, because you will only waste your own time.

anywhoooo. been a boring week but hey! im back at school. isnt that amazing??? it seems so long, yet it was so short. Today, i also discovered a new Chip. as in potato chips. LOL. every asian seems to like it so far, and i got to admit, i never knew it tasted so good until people tried it due to the "never b4 seen packet" and screamed : "OMG THIS IS AWESOMEEE" lol. them more people rushed to see the excitement, and they kept going on and on.. where did you buy this? how much was it? did you get it from canteen? can i have one? NO. lol. in truth it wasnt that much excitement. LOL
but yea.
wee :P

anyways, i was supposed to go on msn at 9 today to talk to ray abt the maths assignment which is due tomorow. LOL but i forgot. sorry man, i really am. i went on at 10 and he wasnt on. i feel bad now. but yea. i will do it with him tomorow. its rather easy, a "Lessthan" 5 minute speech on a maths equation and how to solve it. basically. LOL. we also have to show the most common issue faced by people whilst trying to solve it. oh well. pretty easy question i got. lucky me, and ray! LOL. linear inequalities. textbook stuff.

so yea. i promise myself as soon as i post this post, im gonna sleep. i dont know why but even if i sleep at 10, i get bagy eyes. like wth. some of my friends sleep at 12, or even 1 am???, then wake up at 7-7 30 ??? to go school, and i NEVER see them with bags. but i always get them. BOOO!!!. its like in my genes or something. wait, EVEN MY SISTER doesn;t get them "ASmuch". idk why. i tried everything, even putting teabags on my eyes. "Tea-bags on my eyes ok? i didnt get T-Bag'd on my eye." lol.how is that possible anyway?
i was talking to ppl today at lunch, and i was near vinh. then chea goes up to him and says: Vinhs got a blog!!!, and jimmy was there, and jimmy turns to vinh and says, i hate blogging, i dont like bloggers. you know how bad i felt. and vinh was like.. "i dont have a blog." and everyone went quiet, inc me. LOL. then later i told jimmy and tung and stuff, that i blog because i find it a good way of relieving stress. then i found out vinh has a blog too. rofl.

anyways i have something else to say today. whenever i go home, i always have a moment, usually on the way home, when i think about what has happened today, who i talked to, why this, why that etc etc. today i was thinking about jimmy so much idk why. HEY JIMMY if your reading this i am surprised. because you said you only read two blogs, vinh(once) and kims, whoever she is. but now you have read 3. LOL. just to let you know i wasnt thinking anythign negative about you. although i have to admit, i do find a strange atmosphere whilst anywhere near you, it makes me feel strange, not strange as in.. LOL but strange, just strange. so if you havent noticed, its probobaly the reason why i dotn talk much around you. now you know. in case anyone is wondering, im not saying anything bad about anyone here, everyone is different ok? and i admit, there are many people like the person mentioned in good ways and bad, but today, i just had a large thought on him. LOL, nothing bad, just thoughts. and since there is nothing else to talk about, i thought i might share it. :) after all, this is what blogging is for isnt it??? and to many of you who think that i hate jimmy, i dont. I admire jimmy. he is what i call a piece of courage, he isnt afraid to say what he wants, no matter if it may offend somone or not, because it is HIS opinion.

one mroe thing, i havent seen my cousins in melbourne for a longgg time. i really wanna see them ASAP, possibly next holiday. LOL. i wanna see my grandma too, i miss her. i promised her before she went to melbourne that i would try my best to keep her garden flourishing and green and fruity and all that glamorous. in the past few weeks i have been slacking off, and thinking that weeds dont grow fast in winter, i had let them sprawl all over the garden and ruin some of her plants. so ti make up for it, apart from only playing minecraft, i also spent half of sat and sunday cleaning up the garden, pulling out all the weeds, and repositioning some of the plants, i also spent a few hours raking up the old soil and watering it to make it fresh again. i filled half the council garbage bing with weeds, and i got 2 cuts on my right arm. LOL. Next weekend i will mow the lawn hopefully, and continue my work into the side of the house where the sand pit is.
i also have to cut some branches of the lemon tree, its going out of control. LOL the one at my house grows so fast.

CHANGE TOPIC:

MY NEW FAVOURITE SONG.

I remember - Kascade.


If anyone ever listens to that song, you will then know what type of music i enjoy most.
well its time for me to sleep now. i will try to sleep as early as possible from now on. my prelims are coming up soon, and i have lots of work stacking on me, so im going to need all the energy i can harvest. good night readers! :)


ill try to post again tomorow. hopefully i can think of a good topic. LOL